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Velcro Heart

by Andrew Bockus

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If I ever Got whatever I could ask for I'd be clever I would start With a velcro heart All this distance Makes me crazy What I need is to Be with you baby And all I want Is a velcro heart When the changes Carry me away A million miles out of view I'd tear out my heart and send it in a card So that all my love can stay with you If you break it I can take it Dust it off And just replace it All I want Is a velcro heart
2.
Some people fit Like pieces of puzzles You and I sit Through moments of trouble Trying to figure out how to get Your arms around my neck My arms around your middle too My phone rang - shit! I was brushing my teeth I called you back But you’d gone to sleep And I will never forget The way that we connected On walks in wintery weather With with our fingers wound together Who’d have thought that this could sever Me from you? Street lights go out Ya Ya Ya Street lights go out They think it’s morning And I need you like A prisoner needs bread and water Ease my hunger, friend But you need me like You need a kick in the head Street lights go out Ya Ya Ya Street lights go out They think I’m mourning too
3.
Two cars collide On the freeway Head to head Engine's dead But I feel fine She's going west I'm going east Doing fifty-five each In different directions We made connection And I feel fine Not mentally, financially, or physically But I feel fine And I'm thinking it's a sign That the steering wheel is in the back seat I know that it's not right No we weren't meant to meet It wasn't meant to be So if you drive on the freeway Buckle up Watch your stuff and you'll be fine And if you're losing sleep Don't you cross that line Mentally, financially, or physically And you'll be fine And I'm thinking it's a sign That the steering wheel is in the back seat I know that it's not right No we weren't meant to meet It wasn't meant to be
4.
Left foot on blue All eyes on you Your hand in mine Bodies twisted up As silently a storm brews in your mind If I stand the weather Could we stay together for a while? Travel off the beaten path Make a face try not to laugh On our trip to Neverland Forever young and fast and young You and I are Peter Pan If I stand the weather Could we stay together for a while? We don't have a name for what this is 'Cause words are weak and rustic For describing dreams quenched with a kiss And late-night walks in public places Holding hands Run into friends Who can't quite put their fingers On our twisted lives On our twisted minds Your neck, my lips My hand, your hips Your head, my arm I will keep you safe from all the things inside and out that harm you If I stand the weather Could we stay together for a while? Who'd 've thought that life could be so sweet Without a box of chocolates? Running in the rain into the streets We're crazy kids in college Plopping on the grass confusing bats with sticks Until your phone rings Tell her you're in the shower Roll on me and laugh about the flowers Who'd 've thought that life could be so sweet? We don't have a name for what this is
5.
When I was young It seemed to me that Love’s the only thing that they would sing about I’m older now And everytime I write a song That’s what the thing’s about. Lay your head Down on your pillow Make believe It’s a marshmallow pie And have sweet dreams of you and I Make amends And love your fellow Man, everytime I mellow Watch this weeping willow will a smile When I dream sweet dreams of you and I Oh me, a moron I thought it straight as cupid’s arrow Had it figured out It’s so much more Ups and downs and ins and outs And faults and doubts Lay your head Down on your pillow Make believe It’s a marshmallow pie And have sweet dreams of you and I Make amends And love your fellow Man, everytime I mellow Watch this weeping willow crack a smile When I dream sweet dreams of you and I When I dream sweet dreams of you and I
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Cake (2009) 03:45
You say you hunger for a sweeter life and sweeter things On a quest for flavors and scents to fill your openings While you're dining out I'm left here starving We were in love fit like a glove that warmed my heart and hands But Mao would stress that one repressed Should hold her own and stand This is not a dinner party The only clever thing to say While I'm waiting wasting away Is all you ever wanted to do Was have your cake and leave it too And I'm your cake Don't you think it's time I'm served what I deserve Of course you're with your first-course friends And friends come first And I'm dessert The only clever thing to say While I'm waiting wasting away Is all you ever wanted to do Was have your cake and leave it too And I'm your cake Your heart was young Your heart was new Your heart was warm Your heart was true Your heart is cold Your heart is shut You're hard...your heart... I filled you up Now you're full and tired A day before the feast And I expired Your flame went out And I went up in a fire The only clever thing to say While I'm waiting wasting away Is all you ever wanted to do Was have your cake and leave it too And I'm your cake
7.
We met at midnight At Mesa and Escalona A different context Than ever before I kissed you on the corner As the stars fell from the sky You came to my place To wish on stars some more The booze told stories I'd never heard before I kissed you by the poolside As the stars fell from the sky And you said the chills were coming on And asked if we could go inside We sat on my couch And I offered you some water You looked at me in a way You'd never looked at me before I kissed you on the lipstick As the stars fell from the sky And you motioned toward the bed And asked if we could go inside I said I want to take it slow You said that you would spend the night We lay in my bed Until morning without sleeping The booze told stories Of a man who'd come before I kissed you on the shoulder As the tears fell from your eyes And I realized that we were alone Although we were side by side And every wish you'd made that night Was for something that had passed you by And I kissed you goodbye When the sun did rise
8.
Why’d I give my heart away again? Knew right from the start just how it would end I’m always the friend But I can pretend Why’d I give my heart away again? You told me at the start, you drew a line in the sand But in comes the wind And out go our plans I break the rules I fall for you With every conversation And I’ll admit I lost my grit You broke my concentration But as for you You follow through You keep your promises You said you’d break my heart and you did Why’d I give my heart away again? Nothing much to it, I’m a stupid man I don’t listen No I don’t listen Here’s some truth: I’d sell my shoes To take you on vacation And I’m convinced that when we kissed I felt your leg shaking But as for you You follow through You keep your promises You said you’d break my heart and you did
9.
You and I are inextricably tied Born from a stone in the lake I still feel the same six years to the day When I think of the start of this wave You sent me a note via telephone Quote: "You were close as family. And time heals all may not be true at all. I thank you for loving me" I am who I am Because we loved and then We parted to go separate ways You and I are inextricably tied We come from the same origin All of the songs, all the things we've done We understand, we forgive I'll dream of you, you'll dream of me But words we'll never exchange We're people afar and that's all we are The ripples in water will fade I am who I am Because we loved and then We parted
10.
Start over again You're not done yet It's all in your head The chrysalis of blankets To answer the call Is to learn from the lesson Start over again It's getting easier To hold up your flag When you walk out You count in your head The bread unleavened The bitter refrains The nights Etcetera This heart's not dead It's laying in waiting For you to command Its armies south You mapped out your plans Tend to the wounded With a wave of your hand The walls come down You'll find it again when you find yourself You'll feel it again

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Fourteen years of heartbreak in ten songs

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released January 20, 2018

All songs written, recorded, and produced by Andrew Bockus

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Andrew Bockus is a chemist, runner, and musician based in California.

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